hope (some funds words)

how do you call that feeling buddy?
i asked to my best friend
It is like an emptiness... it's like something lacking me...
-i don't really know what to say... he just said
...
mi paciencia no debe ser nula
aún quedan días por venir, noches que disfrutar
(aunque perdidas en el misterio de los sueños)
cómo volver a ver?
cómo creer de nuevo?
todo lo que pudo ser ya fue y aun estoy aqui
acompañando a la soledad...

I would like not to be so deep
maybe, to look not so up
my person wanted to be able to agree to stop believing that my smiles are real...
to show the gray reality then?
No, it is not the answer...

Don't cry... (that voice...)
don't cry... (where it come from?)
hear your own heart sound... it is yours the magic indeed...
magic soul... hopeless sound... you are not alone... hopeness
magic soul... hopeless sound... you are not the loneliness... the hopeness is arising